I want to talk openly about a problem I have. One that I think many struggle with, but don’t talk about. Few truly understand, and as soon as you bring it up it has all sorts of immediate misconceptions. See, even now I can see you trying to figure it out: If you go too long without it, you experience symptoms such as nausea, insomnia, depression, anxiety, fatigue. You often use more than you planned, even though you told yourself you wouldn’t. You may want to stop using, but you feel powerless. You spend a lot of time using and thinking about it, figuring out how to get it, and…